Saturday, October 3, 2009

Today is the birthday of my mother, Teresa Rasonabe Abucay.

It has been 5 years now that our mother is not with us. She is in Heaven together with the Lord in Paradise. Way back on the 29th of June 2004, my mother died of a cancer, Myoma. It is a serious disease mostly victimizing women. It is characterized with a cystic mass that is gradually growing inside the uterus. My mother died because the disease complicates the other vital organs of her body.

At first, it is very hard to forget her. I almost can't seem to forget her totally that until now, frankly, I am longing for her. I miss her great LOVE, her PRESENCE. I miss the way she prepares things for us in school (during those times). I miss the way she encourages us to live life at its fullest. We miss her deeply. Oftentimes, I can see her in the eyes of all the mothers who are surviving to work hard everyday to attain the needs of their children. I can see her in the person of those who are grievously suffering of a cancer. I can see her of my sisters. I can see her in me. I can even feel the warmth of her presence every where I go and whatever I do. I TRULY MISS HER.

I am very proud of my mother, Mrs. Teresa Rasonabe Abucay. She is the BEST mother we ever had and for the rest of our lives, we will never ever forget her. We love her so much!

That is why, I express my deepest miss of my mother with this song from The William Brothers entitled, "Can't Cry Hard Enough".

No matter how hard I cry each day, there is no one who will listen to me (except God), my mother is away from me. I love her so much!

CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH
By: The William Brothers

I'm gonna live my life
Like everyday's the last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

Gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
But all that remains is an empty chair
And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now.

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